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Awesome. I am fighting with my parents and basically breaking up with my best friend.. Ughh.

Gym tomorrow before school. Bah


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And Lauren!! Love her... awww!

I need to get thinner than my friend for summer!
Plus I need to fill out a job app for the summer! Money for summer clothes here I come!

Stay strong!!


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"Sometimes that mountain you've been climbing is just a grain of sand."

Ahh! I test tomorrow for my figure-skating! I am nervous! Wish me luck!

Stay strong! You can do this! Starve on, ladies!

Before and After of Playboy's Holly Madison, Hue Hefner's gf (Girl's Next Door!):


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Summer '09... Are you ready?

Today was so bad that I have to laugh at it... omgosh.. wow.

Haha. Skating later. It'll burn like 400 cal. I miss The Hills.

Remember to stay strong and be that hot bitch everyone's either jealous of or wants to fuck.


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Supermodel Time- Alessandra Ambrosio:


Below: They are gorgeous!


Below: She;s cute!

Yep, so my skating friend is still being a major douche. This whole situation is soo messed up. I don't even want to be around her. Plus, I have at least 7 hours of homework this weekend, and I have to clean my room, bathroom, and car! UGGHHH! I want to slap my my friend across the face! I am sooo ticked at her! I just want to scream at her and rip her apart!! AHH!

I want to lose a ton of weight so I can be skinnier than her, because all she does is bitch about her body even though she is like 10 pounds lighter than me. I want revemge and being skinnier than her would be the sweetest. I want to take her down.

My Happiness List (The main points of my life I am working on.):
1) My faith
2) Grades/ success
3) Skinny/ fitness
4) Skating sucess
5) My friendships
6)Dating/ Love life


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Society says: "Fat on your girth depletes your self worth."

GAHHH!! Seriously. I need to start losing some more weight now. Summer is soo close and still have soo far to go! =(

This summer I want to start wearing some cute "romp around" dresses... nothing fancy. Ones that are casual and I can wear daily or w/e. I saw some cute ones at Gap and AE the other day.

I have skating later. That'll burn around 400ish calories... so woohoo!

Anyone have any really good tips that keep you from eating or that will make me not want to eat as much??.. UGH!

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It takes twelve hours for the body to start feeding off its own fat.

I need to get my butt going NOW! I need to seriously crack down and start working hard again at losing weight! Frick!! I'm running out of time before summer! OMGosh! I am freaking out! I need to get going now! I have to lose this weight before summer!

My rules before summer:
1) Can only take in 1000 cal max a day.
2) Must do something active everyday.
5) Must go to the gym at least 5x a week.

I need to lose this weight. I'm getting scared. I NEED TO BE THIN. I want my stomach to eat all the fat off my body. =(


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You are going to eat every day of your life. You don't have to stuff in everything on your plate and finish the leftovers. You'll get another chance to eat soon." —Veolia Gibson, 54, lost 252 pounds

My best friend is seriously pissing me off. We both go to different high schools in the same area and lately she's been talking to people at my school and acting all buddy buddy with them and then I'm just kind of there.

For example: She just met this guy from my class and told him how me, her, and one of his and our friends, Katie, is doing a trio in our ice show. She goes, "Yeah! You should come to the ice show. Me, Katie, and one other girl are doing a trio." One other girl... I'm "one other girl!!" WTF! I'm so pissed. Do I not deserve a name or something. I've been going to school with this kid for like 5 yrs and she just met him. She just made things really awkward. She has been way crossing the line lately. Why the fuck didn't she just say my name??  She's doing a ton of little shit like this that's pissing me the fuck off. I know that I'm overreacting, but still.... ugh! ERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!! I am not happy with her.

The only good thing about tonight: Bad Girl's Club is on at 9 on Oxygen!! Woo! Fave show right there!


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Good luck tomorrow! Stay strong! Remember why you starve on!

Yesterday, my skating coach asked if I lost weight and said I looked thinner. =) YESSS!!

I have a ton of essays to write for Monday, so I don't have time to write!


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"As a child, we want to be old. When we are old, we want to be a child.
Enjoy the feelings of need and desire along the way. And always want.
It is by wanting that we become."

I am feeling a ton better, so I'm excited! I can go to the gym now again. Ugh.. I was sick for like 2 frickin weeks!

I took an ACT prep class this morning for three hrs. It sucked. Whatever. I need to get at least a 25 on my ACT, so this class will hopefully help!

Breakfast: granola bar-100 cal.
Lunch: Panera bagel-400 cal.
Dinner: Starbucks Mocha Frap.-200 cal.
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Total: 700 cal.

I have skating later for an hour. That'll burn like 400 calories.

I want to possibly try that ABC diet thing everyone seems to be talking about. Anyone know if it works!??


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Below: Inspiring! All this in a month and a half!






















"An ordinary girl, an ordinary waist. But ordinary's just not good enough today." 

One step at a time. =)